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22 YEARS OLD

I don' t feel excited on my birthday this year. I feel alot of pressure and doubt to face next step of my life. In less than 2 hours i will be 22 years old. Noooo... I feel like time is running and I can't catch up with the changes. I'm kind of scared  to committed with anything or maybe i just to lazy. I just scared to take a risk in my life. Yesterday some of my classmate sk, fily, sook han and vivian bought me cake. They draw my face in the middle of the cake haha. Thanks guys for celebrated my birthday early hehe. I love the DIY cake yummy =9 and cute. It reminds me when i was kids my aunty make a very cute cake with my face in the middle with almost the same hair style with what my friends draw yesterday. My birthday was always kind of special when a was kids. We some times celebrate my birthday during vacation.  The  one that I still remember is when we all cruise with Awani Dream. During the lunch time the band sang happy birthday for me hahaha.

I wish I can hug Totoro...^0^

Totoro so cute ...*0* . I just watch Totoro one of studio Ghibli movie. I wish i could sleep in his tummy hahaha... It was really relaxing weekend. this friday  was full day slacking for me but since tomorrow I'm going to urbanscape hehe i need to do my packaging for monday presentation. After I watch Totoro I wish i can stay in village with alot of trees and clean water and air. I will work as writer and go to the city once on a while. What a wonderful life..

Today I finally get pride and glory dvd haha. Huaaa Edward Norton ..Ganteng... I was admire him since Rounders . He is one great actor with talent.  

Passion Pit and Youtube addiction *0*

Lately I have been addicted to youtube like crazy. Every-time I open my laptop, always open youtube and search about JM or another artist interview. Huh.. I can't control myself (T-T). I feel really sick doing assignment. I always want to runway from my assignment but I still feel guilty at the end, because i waste my time doing nonsense =0=. I like doing design work but i feel i always do it under-pressure. I scared I'm not do it good enough. I miss the time where i can enjoy this.

By the way,  A week ago find very interesting band from U.S. A find them because it was recommended by JM hahaha. The band called Passion Pit. Their band is  extraordinary. Their music also quite unique and experimental. The vocal not so good but still fun to listen =). For the last 6 month I can't find nice song since the killers and JM haven't come out with their new album. Every time i check on iITunes non of the song appeal me until i found this band. Most of the song is either Rnb or Hiphop or some is country. I hate Hiphop hahaha I dunno why coz people in my age usually like this kind of music but it sounds annoying for me haha especially the lyric. 

Recycle Art

I just find a very interesting website about Recycle art that inspire me for my project. Hopefully I can do my best. I don't really care whether I will win or not. I just want to do my best and create good idea behind my design not just nice to look but also have a good concept. This are some picture that I found interesting from that website. After day dreaming for a while I kind of needed to write all of my ideas and scribble it all there. Whenever I lack of ideas maybe I can refer to my notes and combine here and there to suite the topic. That's kind of interesting ...*-*  

Hottest Holiday Ever

Huaaa sooo hott. I weather soo hot in here. The AC doesn't work anymore =_=.Last week I went to redang with my friends. It was really fun experience that I have with my friends hehe.... The place was so relaxing but the food not so nicehuhu. I want to Thailand again and eat aloot haha. The food there was deliciousand cheap hehe. After we went back to Kl, I felt soo bored i got nothing to do. I need to do something but I dunno what to do. I just play all the random game

sleep,eat, sleep, spend money huh.. Actually I plan to find a job but I'm still dunno

what should I do. I need to make money....>_<

Life is hard, please stop this train

It's been long time huh... This term I feel super duper lazy. I feel sick with designer life. I feel life is soo fast.Soon or later I will go find a job face alot of rejection and more complicated problem. I don't want to go that fast. This year I'm going 22. Life is getting harder and harder. A lot responsibility, a lot of changes. I wish I could stay being a child and always have my parents around. hikss..

Maybe I just too worried with what will happen in the future. I wish I could live in the small village with simple daily work have small beautiful house in one of europe country haha seems like fairly tale. 

to be continued...

I just checking some of my friend blog. I just realize there are a lot of people out there are going through the same problem as me. Lately I felt so down and lost. I really sick with all my failure in life. I was in the point that I wondered why I have to work so hard and end up with failure. I just busy with myself and never realize that's life is all about. It goes ups and down. Don't ever give up *0* . Keep trying . As time goes by God will show me the purpose of my life. Thanks for my friends who inspired me and help me solve my problem. Thanks for all the pray from my mommy whom I believe pray for me everyday and support me, my grandma hopefully  she will get well soon, my friends. Keep believe in Him.